Wednesday, October 29, 2003

god. ths is a bad tym to sign ppls' gbk!
shall just leave the rplies here.
hope you guys get ths!

sylvia
actually your msg got thru la! we have lessons at ny? dont really gt wht u were saying. at least you guys dnt hafta go back to sch during the hols for math! jeez :( but chinese lessons ovr thr are qt fun la. anws, take care! and guess ll see you tomms. sorry tht ur book arrived so late and i didnt write anything in it! :( wnted to write aft the exams bt it slipped my mind!

plimy
hey! havnt bn calling you ths for a long tym, i think.
yea. guess things didnt work out very well and we didnt get to knw each othr very well bt still! of course we cn still be friends :) take care and good luck for your o's too. you always do well!

angel
yea. i miss the old you!! wht haf you done to my yins!? :( we dont go out togth anm! -whines- i lyk tht you swing my ard whn you hug me - youre the only person who does it :)) lyk tdy at the loo! sch's gna b ovr and you better be telling me our angels' day okay. or else i'll..cut off your wings! and push you off our cloud :D -cackles- wahaha you ranting on and on abt your pd agn! did you get it done or not? b4 mrs tan comes along and clobbers you ._. still cnt believe you were on tym for cca last sat!! ws lyk -eyes bulge out- whn i gazed dwn the stairs and saw you at the green patch! the first person thr standing so still and beaming with pride! gee. and and and. my letter -taps feet impatiently- hw long ago ws your two pages?!

dinah
am not silly nor xiao hai zi! -grumbles- nvm abt tht photo thing la. bt i still wnt it. do you think you can do it for me before school ends? thanks. and its okay.

and qing, i actually tried signing your gbk lyk a gazillion tyms bt the copy i had gt ovrwritten so i guess i'll hafta sign agn some othr day..
x wonder what i got myself into x


havnt gone to twn n come bk home so early in my lyf! ths is amazing. still have the afternn.

anws, went crystal jade!! :D very yummy!!
then kino..got some really cute pens and stuff
then off to miss selfridge! i have finally bought my jeans :) even tings thinks its nice. falala!
hmm. shld i get tht top tht i eyed just nw?

am in the mood to study chinese!! thanks to my new pens. teehee. shall go bathe and get down to work then.

//da! hope youre okay now. read shopaholic! it helps :) and im sure it'll turn out okay in the end la. it always does! smile, babe. -tickles-

//steph! dnt knw if youre evr gonna see ths..since youre lyk nvr onlyn [i wnted to mail u ths thing bt it seems lyk youve deleted your email accnt] and nvr blogging! bt i just wna let you knw tht i miss you, anyhow! and u lk qt pissed just nw whn my sis+i said hi! be happy and smile aights! remember tht tym u told me it aint nice to be sad? [and your -nods head- thingie. see? i remembered it all] and iloveyou!!

Sunday, October 26, 2003

oh! my parents are back. shall go eat smth and start on king of the castle.

lessons resume tomms :(

and im really itching to bash you to pulp, bitch.
one of the stupid quizzes that i do whn im really bored.

four songs that get stuck in your head frequently:
1. michelle branch's all you wanted
2. tht shake ya tailfeather song
3. mandy moore's want you back
4. jolin tsai's shuo ai ni! evryone's really irritated w me cos i cnt stop.


four beverages you drink frequently:
1. iced milo
2. yakult
3. daisy hi lo fresh milk?
4. lemon juice
oh! and pokka green tea


five tv shows you liked when you were a little kid:
1. ths cartoon abt lil doodoo cars or smth. cnt really remember wht its called. bt i lurrved it.
2. all those beauty pageants or star search thingies. used to think : im gna grow up and be lyk thm! talented and pretty. HA HA.
3. lulu
4. dnt knw.
5. grr. i said dnt knw!


four places to go in your area:
1. compasspt opposite?
2. library. heh heh.
3. metro. stuff lyk tht.
4. think they're gna build a pool ard here bt nt tht it matters. dont really hang out ard my hse much. oh. does the bus stop/mrt station count?


four things you do when you're bored.
1. a very good example is wht im doing nw.
2. watch movie/tv/vcd.
3. bug my sis or someone to town with me.
4. read books or mags. yea nerdy me.


four things that never fail to cheer you up:
1. tings trying to sort out evrything n prove to me its all gna be okay
2. freda and her helluva lame stuff
3. msges frm certain ppl.
4. old friends still letting you knw they care.

four things you can't live without:
1. sight.
2. mobile! tv! movies! air con!! computer..songs..and the list goes on.
3. friends
4. realised i exceeded. they said 4 things ryt?

about ten years ago *list three things*
1. my mum took so much pictures, i have a whole shelf of me+my sister at tht age
2. i ws still cute. and innocent. and laughing at evrything. and no study stress.
3. i wore really odd stuff. puffy dresses and all. oh and my hair! my mum lurves experimenting diff styles. have manymany boxes of clips and furry bands. and i dont think i had many friends. just a few tht i remember. -frowns- which is kinda sad.

about two years ago *list three things*
1. i ws really retarded
2. my hair sucked. lyk totally.
3. it ws just bad.

about one year ago *list three things*
1. it ws the best year in school
2. i didnt study much yet i got ths improvement award cheque which is really good.
3. i didnt look ths horrible.


today.
1. i realised i only have a few nice clothes
2. i realised i really need to mug for my chinese bt my friend's giving me the tuition list tomms so i kp telling myself to chill.
3. my menses are over!!


seven things you love.
1. my friends :)
2. the invention of air con and mobile. and computer! and tv. and books :) yea. im a nerd. so?
3. my sistaa!! how could i forget
4. charlie frm busted. and david beckham. and orlando bloom.
5. am i supposed to say my mummy?
6. cosmogirl
7. good books :)

seven things you hate..
1. large nose
2. outbreaks :(
3. menses!! it shld be banned.
4. ppl thinking they're hell cool whn they lk idiotic strutting their stuff
5. stupid muds/bengs who kp playing w my..stuff. lyk ponytails, for the most recent encounter. arses!
6. add math!
7. betrayal.

seven things on your desk:
1. pencilcase
2. powerpuff cup tht has ths twirly straw wrapped ard it
3. lip gloss and concealer [why is it here?!]
4. diary
5. mobile+wallet
6. chinese stuff
7. computer! [duh.]

seven facts about you:
1. ugly
2. and uglier
3. getting outbreaks again
4. ostensibly female, but lack of breast size lends disturbing androgyny
5. large nosed
6. single and will forever be
7. ilove my friends!


seven artists/bands people should give a listen to:
1. michelle branch
2. simple plan
3. linkin park
4. mandy moore?
5. i dont knw! any song thts nice
6. blue! dnt dismiss thm as a buncha pretty boys. lee can sing. but i still lyk duncan. heh. evryone needs to listen to sweet songs nw and thn. dont deny it :)
7. oh! busted!

three things you like about the opposite sex:
1. must be cute! okay no. just teeny bit above average
2. smart
3. nice+sweet

four no no s about the opposite sex:
1. ugly+fatasses. mean, but true.
2. stinky breaths. lyk major turn off! yuck.
3. cmis who just love acting cool
4. SISSIES?!

three things you would eat on the last day of your life:
1. chocolateee+strawberries! oh and mangoes..and..
2. delifrance choc frappe
3. is it possible to gobble my friends up too?

four things you'd like to learn:
1. Breakdancing bt cmi
2. Wakeboarding! but thn agn, cmi.
3. Some dance-y thing! BUT! cmi.
4. Yoga BUT!! no patience for tht boring shite.

//stuck at home all alone. parents have gone to the travelling agency. think im going bangkok or smth. and a cruise. and my sis is happily at at*'s hse. of course, me, being the loner, stuck at home waiting for them to come home and go out for dinner? just had lunch at the mall. pizza hut's drumlets!! yummy yummy. heh. ordered ths yucky tomato sausage crap spaghetti for myself bt sis ate it in the end [she ws so certain tht she wldnt b eating anything due to ths ridiculous belief tht she has to reduce her arm fats -rolls eyes- shes only 40kg, for god's sake.] menses ended!! hee. cnt be more than elated. found out tht my mum's right. ths japan brand's pad is really good. thin bt good. okay. overshared.

and btw, da. sorry i cnt mt u in twn for dinner :( feel qt bad for nt helping you out tho u helped me the othr tym! tell me earlier nxt tym okay? guess stuff lyk tht kinda happns. bt er. u can ask your jnr's funny bf who's always gting pissed w u cos youre always nt going out w him?!? i hafta haf dinner w my parents la. sorry, babe.

and tings!! you gone into hibernation w your shou ce? rply my msg! -growls-

Friday, October 24, 2003

yay! took half an hour to re-do it.

shall happily go bathe nw :) yins just reminded me thr's cca tomms ._.
argh. am so friggin irritated. changed my entire layout but cancelled it accidentally.

fuck. so im still stuck with michelle branch.
argh!!
-looks at prev entry-
didnt go out w carol either. long story.

just studied 3hrs of chinese. decided to come onlyn ! shld i change my layout ? its getting old.

watched the park w tings ytd. freaky show! ws a 3D shw so they gave us ths paper glasses which we didnt knw wht it ws at the beginning. thn suddnly the screen said glasses on and evryone started scrambling ard for their glasses and pt thm on ! tings n i were lyk whts tht ? thn we recalled tht we got ths thing tht we didnt bother to find out wht it ws whn we bought the tickets [we actually briskwalked off aft buying the tics w/o tking our tics cos we only had 5mins to get our food]. anyway, we still found it [it ws beneath the chair of ths couple infrnta us].

the games carnival sucked.
the game bounce in my mobile is actually more exciting than the whole thing.

wenta little india ths morning for breakfast !! the whole place is crawling with indians. didnt knw mustafa has a hotel too. hmm.

oh! and i watched swimfan whn tings came ovr the othr day. shiri appleby's really cute.

Things In Football That Sound Dirty, But Aren't

1- The hole closed on him before he could penetrate it.
2- He's off to the sidelines for a quick blow.
3- It's a game of inches.
4- That hole was so big, you could drive a truck through it.
5- When you get down in this area, you just gotta start pounding.
6- He's gonna feel that one tomorrow.
7- He found his tight end.
8- He had to stretch to get it in.
9- He gets penetration in the backfield.
10- He blows them off (at the line).
11- He bangs it in.
12- He could go all the way.
13- He gets it off just in time.
14- He goes deep.
15- He found a hole and slid through it.
16- He pounds it in.
17- He beats them off (the line)
18- He's got great hands.

jeez. got ths through email. gross bt qt funny :D

Friday, October 17, 2003

staying home tdy cos im really tired ._.

going out w tings tomms tho :)
its been a longlonglong time.

okay. she just tld me tht she cnt cos her driver's going back to his kampong ?! grr. nevermind then.

wenta da's hse ytd to have our movie marathon thing :D watched the exorcist [thought it ws more lyk we were fastfwding to the freaky parts, scream n scream..okay tht ws only me but anw, thn we'd cont fastfwding till anothr freaky part n ths goes on till the movie ends. we evn skipped the entire first cd aft gting stuck on tht iraq thing for half an hour. imagine watching ppl digging in some boring old dusty desert agn n agn ! sheesh ! luckily da wenta steal some batteries so tht we cld move on] it ws really gruesome !! esp whn the girl started spewing out green puke and hollering in a male's voice. and she lks so monstery ! she used to have ths sweet face. thr ws one part whn she started climbing dwn the stairs on her hands and legs..you knw whn youre doing a bridge tht position ? yea excpt shes climbing dwn the stairs tht way and blood is spurting out evrywhr. lyk eww. its so sad. kpt kouping my sister's hokkien mee unknwingly. whoops ! but it ws really yummy ! so ws the tomyam tht dinah bought for us. thanks, maid ! hee :D

watched the american pie 3 too ! think its sweeter thn the prev one. ws funny and all. thn we watched naken weapon. but we cld only watch the second part cos the first part wsnt working. and after tht well, sex in the sea part, tings kpt wanting to try the first part and it came on ! but nobdy ws interested anm and so we moved on to save the last dance but the vcd ws really constipated ! so we decided it musta bn tired and let it rest. went playground and swing !! :) and took some retarded pics. and sat ard thn bought ice crm and evrything. and dinah's shoe came apart while swinging ! had to borrow rubberbands to tie it up.

whn we were back at da's hse, evryone wnted to be back home in time to watch holland v so tings mina and dinah left bt i cldnt cos my sis ws still having tuition w da's sis [who's pretty and looks lyk a darker versh of sammi cheng] so we watched holland v and i cant stnd tht bloody ba gu ! pretending to faint and all ! and stupid third sis ! dont be mean to yangyang k ! stupid bitch. and meanwhile, we played with ths lil p1 boy carey whose da's mum's guardian for. he's really cute ! and he really knws alorta bad words for a p1 boy. he got kinda fascinated with fones tht cld take pics and started snapping pics of buildings, [and asking me which one ws the biggest and smllest n all [?!!?]] plants, candid shots of ppl and the tv and othr weird stuff. and aft taking a shot thts nt blur, he wld proudly present to us his masterpieces. n he kps er boxing ppl and tickling/scratching the underside of my feet ! he's just really cute. :)

got home and rushed to watch bachelor ! stupid andrew didnt choose audree nor amber ! is he mad ! he picked some weird girls. -growls- no more pretty girls. and thr ws blue's guilty mtv !! duncan's chaochao cute. his new do's a bit weird bt still very shuai !! -faints- my lucky sis got kissed [on her hand la] by him whn she wenta see thm !! -jumps ard- maybe whn they come i shall go too and since i lk lyk my sis, he myt do the sme thing ! teehee ! okay fat hope.

and brock lesnar's won the championship for the third tym ! :) so thr, stupid kurt angle. shitified bald ass. -sticks tongue-

peepoopoo :)

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

im sick of being your ball and being thrown around when you feel like it.


jeez. my gbk's damn stale !!

anws, exams are over !! yippee :D nvr felt so relieved :)) but thr's still chinese o's ._.
oh well.

oh a brighter note, wnt out tdy !! hee. towned and watched a time for dancing and it ws so damn good. you really hafta catch it. great dancing [duh] ths pretty girl called samantha. and cute guys. touching plot :) but i wsnt v conc on the movie toward the ending of the shw cos i discovered tht i lost my mobile :( almost, thank goodness. aft my whole chanmali family helpfully helped me search, ths kind soul cleaner kpt it w him for 2hrs ! thanks, guys :) mina told me he kpt it under a cloth or smth so tht no one bt the rytful owner cld get it. tht ws bloody kind of him. m thinking abt writing a letter of compliment !! heh. since im so free now :) lido ppl are nice.

and bestie too !! iloveyou ! :)

ws supp to go to ths debating crap ! ws totally impromptu and hello ? i suck at debating [?!!] just wasted my tym and evrything. the intense freakiness in the atmosphere ws totally palpable ._.

town ws flooded w ppl ! its lyk everyone's finally out :D saw my pri sch friend evn. shall do a shoutout : hey jas :)

thinking abt changing my layout. hmm.

realised ths entry's really gushy and well, lame. but ..
yippee ! i cant stop smiling. feeling ditzy and lunatic but oh well. hee ! shant touch my books till i need to -grins-

Saturday, October 11, 2003

everything's different
the lack of enthusiasm
and the loss for words.
whts happened to us?


ooh ! wwe's coming singapore ths decemeber :) not tht im going. my mum finds ths business too corruptive [?!] bt there'll be reports on it ryt ? :) bought my 725oi !! :D extremely elated. whee !! its the purple one !! been snapping away w my sis evr since. and thrs ths shot of her thts prettypretty ! :)

its just been a week and i already feel lyk im from some innate place and im typing for the first tym.

oh by the way. did you knw the word arse also means tht youre too lazy to do smth ? lyk im too arsed to study ?

3 more pprs to go ! sigh. mathmathmath ._. cant wait for it to end so tht we can plan our top secret plan in detail ! -looks at da+mina- :D

I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again
'till you come to me
yeah

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

Saturday, October 04, 2003

lucks for end years, everyone !!


xI hate the way you talk to me

And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme
I hate the way you're always right.
hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way
I don't hate you
Not even close,
not even a little bit,
not even at all.


She got out of town on the railway, new york bound
Took all except my name
Another alien on broadway
Well, some things in this world you just can't change
Some things you can't see until it gets too late

[Chorus]

Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home

I got a hole in me now
I got a scar I can talk about
She keeps a picture of me in her apartment in the city
But some things in this world
Man, they don't make sense
Some things you don't leave until they leave you
And then the things that you miss, you say

[Chorus]

Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home

Let that city take you in (come on home)
Let that city spit you out (come on home)
Let that city take you down, yeah
For god sakes turn around

[Chorus]

Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
Yeah well, maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights dont receive you
Well, turn yourself around and come on home

Yeah, come on home
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Come on home
Yeah, come on home
Yeah, come on home
Yeah, come on home
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Come on home


sweet sweet song ! :) did mol and acids and bases tdy. searched for e.lit notes thts why im onlyn !! and da, thanks for my friendster pic :)
im just glad ive finally morphed out of the storybook ive forged my life into


havnt blogged for quite a while.

sigh. examsexamsexams !!

my dear chaipo gna tch me acids+bases l8r. totally dnt get tht damn chapt. okay maybe i havnt studied it yet bt i can forsee its too tough la. easier to get someone alive tch me. crapp :D

anws sorry dinah for er flaring up ._.
caught the bout of pms ytd :((

am so deprived of evrything, i actually sat nxta my sis while she ws onlyn as my only form of relaxation ._. well at least im blogging. heh heh. my gbk's pathetic !!

alryt. shall go off alr ''

ll be back aft the exams r ovr ?

yayy !! playplayplay aft tht :)

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Nigga, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' in the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)